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  <title>xxrejectedxx's Words of Light and Sorrow</title>
  <subtitle>in the end of dark, there is light...</subtitle>
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    <name>xxrejectedxx</name>
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  <updated>2008-03-10T10:47:41Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:14583</id>
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    <issued>2008-03-10T18:48:00</issued>
    <title>test</title>
    <published>2008-03-10T10:47:41Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-10T10:47:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;test uyy!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:14246</id>
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    <issued>2008-02-14T10:17:00</issued>
    <title>16-year old girl and gay band</title>
    <published>2008-02-14T02:17:16Z</published>
    <updated>2008-02-14T02:17:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Apakah hubungan dari anak cewe umur 16 tahun dan suatu ketololan? Banyak. Dan menurut saya definisi dari '16-year old girls' sendiri adalah 'idiotic'. Kalau ditilik dari sumber-sumber yang *tidak* dapat dipercaya korelasi antara dua entiti tersebut hampir-hampir tidak dapat dipisahkan. encyclopediadramatica.com mendefinisikan kata '16-year old girl' sebagai:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;16-year-old girl is a term used as a sweeping reference to all teenage girls on the &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="Internets" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Internets"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Internets&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;: their juvenile gossip, &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="Angst" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Angst"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;teen angst&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;, inability to say a sentence without the word "&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="Like" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Like"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;like&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;", excitement over &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="Morrissey" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Morrissey"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;pop culture&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt; and incoherent posting using strange expressions, unusual typing styles, and &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="ALtCaPs" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/ALtCaPs"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;aLtCaPs&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;. They are also a known producer of &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="Anti-lulz" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Anti-lulz"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;anti-lulz&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;, the disease that causes &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a title="AIDS" href="http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/AIDS"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;AIDS&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt; and a whole slew of other virile venereal diseases.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, bagi saya, yang penganut paham segala sesuatu harus masuk diakal, apa yang cewe-cewe umur 16 tahun pada umumnya lakukan hampir semuanya tidak masuk diakal. Mereka ngefans pada band-band tertentu yang berakibat pada rusaknya citra band tersebut. Band yang semula punya karakter dan ciri khas khusus langsung berubah 180 derajat menjadi band yang amat-sangat sampah. Contohnya My Chemical Romance dan Good Charlotte. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saya dulu adalah penggemar berat dua band tersebut. Bahkan saya hapal hampir semua lirik-lirik lagu yang mereka ciptakan. Dua band tersebut adalah band yang pernah membawa saya untuk selangkah lebih maju untuk mencoba mengerti apa arti musik sebenarnya. Tetapi lambat laun saya menemukan fakta bahwa cewe-cewe umur 16 tahun ini ikut menggemari musik mereka. Saya pada awalnya tidak menggubris mereka. Sebodo amat, pikir saya, lagian itu hak asasi mereka kok, ngapain saya ikut campur. Tetapi lama-lama kegilaan mereka pada band-band tersebut menjadi menyimpang dari jalurnya. Mereka pada umumnya suka pada band tersebut bukan dari karya-karya yang mereka ciptakan, tetapi lebih kepada afeksi ke personil-personilnya. Tidak sedikit kita menemukan profil friendster dari makhluk2 tidak bertitit berumur 16 tahun ini yang memajang foto-foto mereka sebagai background dan di shoutout mereka ditulis, 'OMG, I'm soo emo.. I'm an avid fans of ... (name one of those gay band)'. Hal semacam ini yang membuat band-band tersebut kelihatan gay. Seolah karya yang mereka ciptakan hanya untuk makhluk2 tidak bertitit ini. Hal ini terus terang sangat mengganggu dan, jujur saja, membuat saya muak. Satu ketololan yang berakibat pada rusaknya identitas mereka. Seolah mereka berasa 'ZOMG.. They dressed so emo.. I have to follow them so everybody think I am soooo heavy!..' SUCKS!! The excitement over pop culture that makes me vomit to the death!! Those bands supposed to be good band, and they ruined it somehow..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Memang saya tidak punya kapasitas untuk mengentikan hal ini, tetapi, please girl.. Why don't you all STFU and play barbie doll as you all supposed to be??&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:13885</id>
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    <issued>2007-11-14T11:31:00</issued>
    <title>sweet morning..</title>
    <published>2007-11-14T03:32:39Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-14T03:32:39Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <content type="html">baru bangun..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mo langsung blajar bwt exam besok..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taikk..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;gt;_&amp;lt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:13726</id>
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    <issued>2007-11-14T01:23:00</issued>
    <title>Malem Ini..</title>
    <published>2007-11-13T17:24:00Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-13T17:24:00Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="experience"/>
    <category term="feeling"/>
    <category term="sharing"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;abis maem masala thosai di railway station food court..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kegiatan rutin di malam hari menjelang tidur..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;abis dengerin curhatna si rheena..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dari situ gw sadar kalo gw tuh g sendirian saat gw ngalamin hal yang kurang lebih sama..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dari stu jg gw blajar untuk melihat dari sudut pandang si wanita na jg..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wew..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hidup slalu aja punya cara untuk ngasih kita pelajaran baru yang berharga!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THX GOD!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wew..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bsok exam!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SEMANGATTTTTTTT!!!!!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:13410</id>
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    <issued>2007-11-13T10:41:00</issued>
    <title>fucked</title>
    <published>2007-11-13T02:42:45Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-13T02:42:45Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="feeling"/>
    <content type="html">bleh..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10:40am and still fucked up..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;seems my life getting bored..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the same shit happened over and over again..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wonder when it will be end.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;gt;_&amp;lt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:13253</id>
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    <issued>2007-11-10T00:52:00</issued>
    <title>blah!!</title>
    <published>2007-11-09T16:53:31Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-09T16:53:31Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="feeling"/>
    <content type="html">damn bored..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dunno what to do &amp;gt;.&amp;gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:12850</id>
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    <issued>2007-06-22T03:16:00</issued>
    <title>What I've Been Into</title>
    <published>2007-06-21T19:16:49Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-21T19:16:49Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="list"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;listening music from last.fm (&lt;a href="http://www.last.fm"&gt;http://www.last.fm&lt;/a&gt;). i discovered this great site recently.. damn! where have i been since?? you can tune in and listen your favorite song from streaming radio,, and the other great thing is you can download last.fm's widget called audioscrobbler. it automatically updates your song to your page from what you've heard from your favorite player. for example, from your winamp you played mosty of you collection of emo songs, then this widget automatically updates the list on your last page and next time when you tune in you can listen songs similar from what you've heard based on the list. the other member can recommend other band for you based on the similarities. pretty much the same with MOG but i prefer this site though.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;playing ff8. well, i've downloaded this great game from torrent recently. really, bro, this game brings back memories!&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;updating my friendster page. including deleting hypocrite and liar friends and write crap testimonials to others.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;reading wikipedia. i love this site!!&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;...&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;...&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;*umhh.. lemme think about it..*&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:12633</id>
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    <issued>2007-06-22T03:04:00</issued>
    <title>For Them</title>
    <published>2007-06-21T19:04:33Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-21T19:04:33Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="sharing"/>
    <content type="html">please.. please!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;don't ever judge me from what i look..&lt;br /&gt;don't ever judge me from what i've done..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cuz really,&lt;br /&gt;i am not look like who i am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm feeling insecure,&lt;br /&gt;i'm feeling confused and lonely..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my ignorance is my only way to show my neediness..&lt;br /&gt;my hatred is nothing but my expression of love..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i say don't come into my room&lt;br /&gt;it means that i open up my heart and expect a lil bit of understanding&lt;br /&gt;whether u can stand on my opinion&lt;br /&gt;or just leave me behind with your hundreds of thoughts and prejudice..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am picky..&lt;br /&gt;i select who is my friend and who are not,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and sadly,&lt;br /&gt;none of them were..&lt;br /&gt;they failed to take my test&lt;br /&gt;and none of them are worthy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(or my so do i..?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am pathetic, that's for sure,&lt;br /&gt;but at least i understand what friendship is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just followed their way,&lt;br /&gt;and if i can't cross the barrier between&lt;br /&gt;i'd like to burn this road down&lt;br /&gt;and create another passage to leave from you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dun care what you might say&lt;br /&gt;i am only adolescent kid who seek the meaning of love through this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so pls..&lt;br /&gt;dun hate me for who i am,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'd rather be hated for who i am&lt;br /&gt;than loved for who i am not..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xoxo,&lt;br /&gt;xxrejectedxx</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:12342</id>
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    <issued>2007-06-22T02:49:00</issued>
    <title>LIAR!</title>
    <published>2007-06-21T18:50:18Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-21T18:50:18Z</updated>
    <category term="bitch"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;well,&lt;br /&gt;so she really will fly to singapore, eh?&lt;br /&gt;so why the fuck she said she will not?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BAH!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIAR!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I HATE LIAR!!&lt;br /&gt;screw that!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if she got something to say or she doesn't want to carry on my request why the fuck she said yes that time??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well,&lt;br /&gt;one advice for you, ppl,&lt;br /&gt;never EVER trust a kid!&lt;br /&gt;they are only bunch of liar who doesn't even understand what the value of trust is...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn those bitches,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she ain't no different with her slut friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FUCK!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:12174</id>
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    <issued>2007-06-03T15:12:00</issued>
    <title>You Know You Are Living in 2007 When...</title>
    <published>2007-06-03T07:12:44Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-03T07:12:44Z</updated>
    <category term="mobile"/>
    <category term="joke"/>
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    <category term="e-mail"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;they don't have e-mail addresses.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your mobile phone to see if&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;screen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;8. Leaving the house without your mobile phone, which you didn't have&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;The first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;you turn around to go and get it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;coffee.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;: )&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;message.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 1.2em"&gt;15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:11893</id>
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    <issued>2007-06-03T04:20:00</issued>
    <title>Apa Tujuan yang Pengen Kamu Capai?</title>
    <published>2007-06-02T20:20:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-02T20:20:30Z</updated>
    <category term="tujuan"/>
    <category term="catur"/>
    <category term="kerja keras"/>
    <category term="naruto"/>
    <category term="igo"/>
    <category term="jio"/>
    <category term="rock"/>
    <category term="kemauan"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;dulu, pas jaman2 sma aku tu suka banged sama catur,, ya, permainan yang lumayan bikin pusing ini emang bikin aku kecanduan setengah mati, sampai2 aku tu ikut extra catur di sma dan aku dulu sempet ikut turnamen catur buat nambah pengalaman aku maen catur,, tapi emang dasarny ga bakat, aku tu slalu kalah di permainan2 akhir. sempet si, menang beberapa kali tapi aku kbanyakan kalahny daripada menangny.. xp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tapi disitu aku sadar sama salah satu kejelekan aku.. aku tu orangny gampang bosen. kaya contoh catur ini,, skarang aku sama skali uda bosen sama catur,, soalny slain aku kalah terus, aku tu ga gt ngerti dasarny maen catur. cuma tau beberapa pembukaan sama langkah2 dsar.. asal ikut insting aj ngejalaninny. walhasil, aku kalah terus..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so,&lt;br /&gt;ada yang bilang kekalahan itu adalah pelajaran. dari kekalahan itu kita jadi ngerti dimana sela ny dan dari kekalahan kita itu kita jadi belajar gmn carany supaya ga ngulangin kesalahan yang sama buat yang kedua kali,, nah.. skarang masalahny cuma satu: mau ga sih kita belajar dari kesalahan itu?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;banyak dari kita yang suka putus asa kalo kita uda kalah dari sesuatu ato pas saat kita nemu halangan atau rintangan,, kita jadi males buat nerusin itu dan ga mau belajar dari kesalahan tersebut. banyak dari kita juga mikir, 'ah, buat apa, kayany aku emang ga bakat d di bidang ini..' ato 'ah, males ah, paling juga ntar aku salah bikin langkah lagi.. buang2 waktu!!' .. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tau ga seh teman, hal itu tu sama skali ga bener! ada yang bilang kalo sukses itu adalah 99% kerja keras dan 1% bakat.. kayany emang bener si..&amp;nbsp;bakat tu ga nentuin seseorang bisa ngelakuin suatu hal ato ga, kerja keras yang nentuin,, tentu aj kerja keras yang aku maksud dalam konteks ini adalah kemauan untuk belajar dari kekalahan. kemauan untuk ga kalah lagi. kemauan untuk bisa ngehadapin halangan!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tapi skarang gimana dunk kalo kita ga punya kemauan untuk itu..? tentuny jawabanny gampang skali teman! cobalah untuk menumbuhkan perasaan itu. paksa dirimu untuk mengalahkan egomu sendiri. kalo suatu saat dirimu merasa males untuk bangkit dari kekalahan,&amp;nbsp;kamu harus sadar kalo itu tu ga lain dari ego kamu sendiri! tendang jaoh2 ego itu! paksa dirimu! kamu harus tau bahwa kamu tu bisa!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yah..&amp;nbsp;tapi kadang&amp;nbsp;emang bikin jengkel si,, sering aku ngalamin hal kaya gini dan aku jadi males untuk nerusinny lagi,, contohny kaya aku skarang,&lt;br /&gt;skarang tu aku lagi demen2ny buat belajar maen igo.. aku tertarik main igo soalny walaupun permainan ini peraturanny simpel bgd tapi dari sisi kompleksitasny permainan ini termasuk amat sangat kompleks,, permainan ini bahkan dimainkan oleh para jenius dan pakar matematika di princeton buat ngisi waktu luangny,, aku pertama kali tertarik sama permainan ini waktu ngliat beautiful mind, russel crowe yang main,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;akhirny beberapa hari yang lalu aku download software buat maen igo itu, trus aku coba-coba maen.. satu langkah.. dua langkah.. kayany komputer ny jago bgd yak.. permainan terus berlanjut hingga permainan berakhir, dan hasilny bisa ditebak.. aku kalah. wah, uda de, software ny langsung aku close sambil bilang 'males ah maenny! susah bgd!' , trus aku tinggal tidur de.. xp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ini tu ga bisa dibiarin teman! kapan kamu bisa maju kalo kaya gini terus..?? paksa dirimu! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tapi meskipun aku tau teoriny, tapi aku sendiri blom punya kemauan yang kuat untuk itu.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kadang aku suka iri sama tokoh2 komik macam Naruto, Rock Lee ato Jio Freed yang kemauanny kuat bgd untuk belajar dari kekalahan dan tekadny yang kuat bgd untuk jadi 'lebih' dari yang laen.. mereka punya kemauan yang kuat untuk bekerja keras dan ga mau kalah sama keadaan mereka yang kaya gt,, kalo aku liat, mereka bisa punya tekad yang kuat kaya gt karena mereka tu punya &lt;u&gt;tujuan&lt;/u&gt; yang jelas&lt;u&gt;. &lt;/u&gt;contohny kaya rock lee,, dy ga mo nyerah sama keadaan diriny yang sama sekali ga bisa ninjutsu dengan fokus ma taijutsu.. dy bahkan berlatih sangat keras untuk hal itu.. hasilny dy adalah salah satu master taijutsu dan jadi chuunin dibanding yang lainny,, tujuan dy jelas, dy ingin jadi ninja yang hebat. dibalik keterbatasanny, dy punya niatan yang kuat untuk mewujudkan tujuan hidupny itu,,&lt;br /&gt;ato ambil contoh Jio,, tujuan dy cuma satu: menguasai dunia,, makany dy ga mo kalah dalam setiap pertarunganny,, kalo naruto tujuanny jelas: jadi hokage..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dari contoh diatas, kita tu harus sadar kalo memulai sgala sesuatu kita harus menuntukan tujuan kita dulu,, apa si niatan kamu,, apa kamu berniat jadi ahli catur ato ahli igo?? ato kamu punya tujuan untuk menguasai dunia?? terserah kamu! setelah kamu punya tujuan itu, tanamkanlah hal itu dalam diri kamu dan ingat baik2,, lakukan segala hal yang bisa bikin tujuan kamu tercapai,, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;disaat kamu jatuh, ingatlah bahwa itu bukanlah sebuah kegagalan, tapi sebuah awal dari keberhasilan,, maka itu jangan menyerah! HAJAR TERUSS!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sekarang, apa tujuan yang pengen kamu capai?&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:11621</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/11621.html"/>
    <issued>2007-06-03T03:13:00</issued>
    <title>What Is Fuckin Wrong With Me?</title>
    <published>2007-06-02T19:14:25Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-02T19:14:25Z</updated>
    <category term="blog"/>
    <category term="speechless"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;FUCK!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sometimes i feel like, 'what is fuckin wrong with me??',, my head&amp;nbsp;often&amp;nbsp;full of ideas and thoughts and i really REALLY wanna share this feeling with you all guys, that's why i made several blogs (&lt;a href="http://xxrejectedxx.blogspot.com/"&gt;http://xxrejectedxx.blogspot.com/&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/"&gt;http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/&lt;/a&gt; ) to made these things come true.. but often when i just about to type the first letter, suddenly i am lost for words,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;see?&lt;br /&gt;now im lost for words again..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM SO USELESS!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anybody tell me what is fuckin wrong with me??&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:11400</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/11400.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-28T01:47:00</issued>
    <title>MySpace, FaceBook, etc. ... this is a Must Read For ALL!!!</title>
    <published>2007-05-27T17:47:38Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-27T17:47:38Z</updated>
    <category term="stalker"/>
    <category term="myspace"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Most of us have nieces, nephews, brothers, sisters, cousins, grandkids, kids of our own, etc. - that have "on line buddies". Be sure they read this ... this is A Must Read for All !!! &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE CHILDREN READ IT TOO!&lt;/b&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? &lt;br /&gt;Don't you live in a safe neighborhood?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;Of course not. I'm not stupid you know.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;Did you have a softball game after school today?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;Yes and we won!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;That's great! Who did you play?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees. LOL&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;What is your team called?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;We are the Canton Cats. We have tiger paws on our uniforms. They are really cool.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo1 23: &lt;br /&gt;Did you pitch?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;ByAngel213:&lt;br /&gt;No I play second base. I got to go. My homework has to be done before my parents get home. I don't want them mad at me. Bye!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GoTo123:&lt;br /&gt;Catch you later. Bye&lt;br /&gt;Meanwhile.......GoTo123 went to the member menu and began to search for her profile. When it came up, he highlighted it and printed it out. He took out a pen and began to write down what he knew about Angel so far.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Her name: Shannon&lt;br /&gt;Birthday: Jan. 3, 1985&lt;br /&gt;Age: 13&lt;br /&gt;State where she lived: North Carolina&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hobbies: softball, chorus, skating and going to the mall. Besides this information, he knew she lived in Canton because she had just told him. He knew she stayed by herself until 6:30 p.m. every afternoon until her parents came home from work. He knew she played softball on Thursday afternoons on the school team, and the team was named the Canton Cats. Her favorite number 7 was printed on her jersey. He knew she was in the eighth grade at the Canton Junior High School . She had told him all this in the conversations they had on- line. He had enough information to find her now.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shannon didn't tell her parents about the incident on the way home from the ballpark that day. She didn't want them to make a scene and stop her from walking home from the softball games. Parents were always overreacting and hers were the worst. It made her wish she was not an only child. Maybe if she had brothers and sisters, her parents wouldn't be so overprotective. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;By Thursday, Shannon had forgotten about the footsteps following her.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Her game was in full swing when suddenly she felt someone staring at her. It was then that the memory came back. She glanced up from her second base position to see a man watching her closely.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He was leaning against the fence behind first base and he smiled when she looked at him. He didn't look scary and she quickly dismissed the sudden fear she had felt.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;After the game, he sat on a bleacher while she talked to the coach. She noticed his smile once again as she walked past him. He nodded and she smiled back. He noticed her name on the back of her shirt. He knew he had found her.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Quietly, he walked a safe distance behind her. It was only a few blocks to Shannon 's home, and once he saw where she lived he quickly returned to the park to get his car.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Now he had to wait. He decided to get a bite to eat until the time came to go to Shannon 's house. He drove to a fast food restaurant and sat there until time to make his move.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shannon was in her room later that evening when she heard voices in the living room.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Shannon, come here," her father called. He sounded upset and she couldn't imagine why. She went into the room to see the man from the ballpark sitting on the sofa.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Sit down," her father began, "this man has just told us a most interesting story about you."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shannon sat back. How could he tell her parents anything? She had never seen him before today!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Do you know who I am, Shannon ?" the man asked.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"No," Shannon answered.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"I am a police officer and your online friend, GoTo123."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shannon was stunned. "That's impossible! GoTo is a kid my age! He's 14. And he lives in Michigan !"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The man smiled. "I know I told you all that, but it wasn't true. You see, Shannon , there are people on-line who pretend to be kids; I was one of them. But while others do it to injure kids and hurt them, I belong to a group of parents who do it to protect kids from predators. I came here to find you to teach you how dangerous it is to talk to people on-line. You told me enough about yourself to make it easy for me to find you. You named the school you went to, the name of your ball team and the position you played. The number and name on your jersey just made finding you a breeze."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Shannon was stunned. "You mean you don't live in Michigan ?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He laughed. "No, I live in Raleigh . It made you feel safe to think I was so far away, didn't it?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;She nodded.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"I had a friend whose daughter was like you. Only she wasn't as lucky. The guy found her and murdered her while she was home alone. Kids are taught not to tell anyone when they are alone, yet they do it all the time on-line. The wrong people trick you into giving out information a little here and there on-line. Before you know it, you have told them enough for them to find you without even realizing you have done it. I hope you've learned a lesson from this and won't do it again. Tell others about this so they will be safe too?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"It's a promise!"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;That night Shannon and her Dad and Mom all knelt down together and thanked God for protecting Shannon from what could have been a tragic situation. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;*****NOW****&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;EVEN FORWARD THIS TO PEOPLE WITHOUT KIDS SO THEY CAN SEND IT TO FRIENDS THAT DO HAVE CHILDREN OR GRANDCHILDREN&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;nbsp;---------------------------------------&lt;wbr /&gt;----------------------------------------&lt;wbr /&gt;- &lt;/div&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:11263</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/11263.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-28T00:57:00</issued>
    <title>alonso berlaga di gp MANADO??</title>
    <published>2007-05-27T16:57:52Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-27T16:57:52Z</updated>
    <category term="ngaco"/>
    <category term="alonso"/>
    <category term="antara"/>
    <category term="indonesia"/>
    <category term="manado"/>
    <content type="html">Coba liat de gimana geblekny orang2 mass media indonesia (mana sekelas antara yg notabene kantor brita utama indonesia lagi..)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.antara.co.id/arc/2007/5/27/alonso-puas-setelah-cetak-hattrick-di-manado/"&gt;http://www.antara.co.id/arc/2007/5/27/al&lt;wbr /&gt;onso-puas-setelah-cetak-hattrick-di-mana&lt;wbr /&gt;do/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;di MANADO??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bused.. ngerti indo dmn aj masi ngga tau kali si alonso.. ini di manado lagi..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bukan skali ini aj kantor brita antara salah bikin artikel,,&lt;br /&gt;human error? possibly, but kalo terus2an.. NGACO NAMANYA,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kayany emang harus ada tindakan dari pihak antara sendiri untuk lebih fokus ke apa yang ditulis, sebab jika tidak hal tersebut akan menurunkan kredibilitas mereka sebagai kantor brita utama indonesia karena para pencari brita tujuanny ya cuma ke antara itu sendiri,,&lt;br /&gt;apa jadiny kalo jujugan para pencari brita itu sering salah ketik??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;emang uda parah dah indonesiaku ini..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xp</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:10964</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/10964.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-28T00:51:00</issued>
    <title>xxrejectedxx @ 2007-05-28T00:51:00</title>
    <published>2007-05-27T16:51:38Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-27T16:51:38Z</updated>
    <category term="parents"/>
    <category term="oath"/>
    <category term="die"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="center"&gt;i really dunno what should i say nor i do,, all i know is just all of this emptiness and guilt came over my head, crushing over my body and striking up my mind,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feel pity to myself.. what should i do??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really wanna spare my life and live worthy,, i dunno wanna die as unknown,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size="7"&gt;I WANNA MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD OF ME FIRST BEFORE I DIE&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:10637</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/10637.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-09T01:55:00</issued>
    <title>How and When will I die?</title>
    <published>2007-05-08T17:55:55Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-08T17:55:55Z</updated>
    <category term="quizlet"/>
    <category term="survey"/>
    <category term="die"/>
    <category term="suicide"/>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:10462</id>
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    <issued>2007-05-09T01:51:00</issued>
    <title>Pain, both Phsyical and Emotional</title>
    <published>2007-05-08T17:51:37Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-08T17:51:37Z</updated>
    <category term="physical"/>
    <category term="blogthings"/>
    <category term="survey"/>
    <category term="emotional"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Pain, both Phsyical and Emotional (X marks the spot!) ((99 questions))&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Answer each question with a X&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Leave question answer blank if you haven't done what question says.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;:: Physical ::&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;1) Gotten into a fist fight:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;2) Been beaten up in a fist fight.:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;3) Had a black eye:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;4) Broken a bone:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;5) Broken more than one bone:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;6) Sprained a bone:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;7) Sprained more than one bone:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;8) Had a arm or leg dislocated.:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;9) Have skinned arms:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;10) Have skinned legs:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;11) Have skinned face:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;12) Have skinned back:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;13) Have burnt hands:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;14) Have burnt arms/legs:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;15) Have burnt face:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;16) Have burnt back:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;17) Been in a car wreck:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;18) Had a nail pulled off:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;19) Have had T.B.:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;20) Have had Bronchitis:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;21) Have had Pink Eye:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;22) Have had the Flu:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;23) Have had the Measles:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;24) Have had Chicken Pox:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;25) Have had Cow Pox:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;26) Have had Cancer:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;27) Have had Cancer tumor removed surgically:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;28) Have had a surgery:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;29) Have given birth to a child:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;30) Have fallen on or over a table:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;31) Have fallen off a roof:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;32) Have slipped and fallen while walking in rain:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;33) Have slpped and fallen while roller-blading:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;34) Have slipped and fallen while ice-skating:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;35) Have slipped and fallen while taking a shower:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;36) Have had tooth punched out:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;37) Have gotten injury while playing sports:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;38) Have accidently cut self with knife or other sharp object:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;39) Have been pushed or fallen out of a window:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;40) Have fallen off a swing while swinging high:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;41) Have been saved by lifeguard while swimming:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;42) Have been shot with BB Gun:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;43) Have been shot with a real gun:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;44) Have been attacked by a dog or other animal:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;45) Have fallen off a horse:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;46) Have walked into a door or door frame:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;47) Have puked blood:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;48) Have had a body parasite:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;49) Have been in airplane, train, or ship/boat crash.:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;50) Have been in so much pain you thought you would die.:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;:: Emotional ::&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;51) Have had close friend/family member pass away:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;52) Have had a close friend take advantage of you:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;53) Have had a family member take advantage of you:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;54) Have had a lover take advantage of you:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;55) Have witnessed a human being die:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;56) Have witness an animal die:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;57) Have been dumped by a boyfriend/girlfriend:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;58) Have been teased merclessly:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;59) Have had heart broken:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;60) Have cried self to sleep:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;61) Have cried for a full day:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;62) Have considered suicide:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;63) Have attempted suicide:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;64) Have thought about burning or cutting self:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;65) Have burnt/cut self:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;67) Have considered running away:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;68) Have run away:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;69) Have been in shock:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;70) Have had anxiety/panic attack:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;71) Have been verbally abused to the point of hating self:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;72) Have been worried mad:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;73) Have been diagnosed depressed:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;74) Have been diagnosed bipolar:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;75) Have shut self out from others:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;76) Have considered doing something you now regret:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;77) Have done something you now regret:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;78) Have been in argument with family member/close friend:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;79) Have cried because of family member/close friend:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;80) Have been disowned by family:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;81) Have disowned self from family:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;82) Have considered a life of drugs:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;83) Have considered a life or crime:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;84) Have given up on old dreams:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;85) Have given up on doing things that should been found fun:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;86) Have lost all will to live:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;87) Look foward to death:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;88) Look foward to sleep:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;89) Been blamed for something you didn't do:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;90) Been punished for something you didn't do:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;91) Worried about something you couldn't control:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;92) Stayed up all night worrying:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;93) Stayed up all night crying:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;94) Stayed up all night cutting/burning self:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;95) Stayed up all night writing in diary/journal about problems with life:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;96) Stayed up all night worrying about your 10 year future:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;97) Been extremely disappointed:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;98) Have had something you've looked foward to ruined:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="right"&gt;99) Have had something you planned ruined:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="left"&gt;x &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;a title="Pain, both Phsyical and Emotional (X marks the spot!) ((99 questions))" href="http://www.bzoink.com/S105077/Pain,_both_Phsyical_and_Emotional_(X_marks_the_spot!)_((99_questions)).html"&gt;Take this survey&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a title="Bzoink Surveys" href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys"&gt;Find more surveys&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a title="MySpace Surveys" href="http://www.bzoink.com/"&gt;MySpace Surveys&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="Bzoink" href="http://www.bzoink.com/"&gt;Bzoink&lt;/a&gt; - The Original Survey Site&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:10062</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/10062.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-09T01:40:00</issued>
    <title>Only 50%??</title>
    <published>2007-05-08T17:41:03Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-08T17:41:03Z</updated>
    <category term="love"/>
    <category term="blogthings"/>
    <category term="crush"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;&lt;font style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif"&gt;&lt;b&gt;You Can Make 50% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffffff"&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img height="100" src="http://images.blogthings.com/canyoumakeanyonefallinlovewithyouquiz/love-3.jpg" width="100"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;You certainly have this dating thing down - and you know how to charm most people. And when your charm seems broken, just think back to what has worked in the past. You have the tools to make almost anyone fall in love with you - you just have to put them into action.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/canyoumakeanyonefallinlovewithyouquiz/"&gt;Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:9941</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/9941.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-09T01:28:00</issued>
    <title>Death Note</title>
    <published>2007-05-08T17:28:28Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-08T17:28:28Z</updated>
    <category term="ica"/>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="death note"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I read Death Note recently. Shit! This manga is really cool dude!&lt;br /&gt;It is about who's smarter between 2 guys: Raito Yagami and L.. It makes you think and wonder what will happen next.&lt;br /&gt;It's full of surprise and very mind blogging,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wanna read this manga till tomorrow but I gotta sleep coz tomorrow I gotta go to ICA for extend my social visit pass early in the morning.&lt;br /&gt;(I wonder why I must go to that place at 8.. Fuck..)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;catch y'all later!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:9657</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/9657.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-08T01:15:00</issued>
    <title>WTF?</title>
    <published>2007-05-07T17:15:38Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-07T17:15:38Z</updated>
    <category term="miss"/>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <content type="html">Reckoning those old days made me sick!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss her soo,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When can we meet?</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:9281</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/9281.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-06T23:42:00</issued>
    <title>Cough!</title>
    <published>2007-05-06T15:43:03Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-06T15:43:03Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <category term="cough"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;In this past 3 days I got irritating cough.. Goddammit!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*cough&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*coughh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe I should stop smoking afterall..&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:9034</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/9034.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-03T14:08:00</issued>
    <title>remember!</title>
    <published>2007-05-03T06:08:32Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-03T06:08:32Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="center"&gt;remember this, kids:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" color="#ff0000" size="7"&gt;NOT ALL YOU HEARD IS TRUE&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:8933</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/8933.html"/>
    <issued>2007-05-02T23:25:00</issued>
    <title>xxrejectedxx @ 2007-05-02T23:25:00</title>
    <published>2007-05-02T15:25:46Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-02T15:25:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I FEEL SO FUCKED UP,,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I WANNA HAVE A BREAK FROM THIS SITUATION!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:8618</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/8618.html"/>
    <issued>2007-04-30T20:19:00</issued>
    <title>bleh!</title>
    <published>2007-04-30T12:20:04Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-30T12:20:04Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <content type="html">bored...!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wanna have some sex,,</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:xxrejectedxx:8368</id>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://xxrejectedxx.deadjournal.com/8368.html"/>
    <issued>2007-04-28T14:56:00</issued>
    <title>Uah!</title>
    <published>2007-04-28T06:56:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-28T06:56:24Z</updated>
    <category term="daily"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;*sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ngentot!!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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