Current mood:	cynical
Current music:	Typical - Mute Math

For Them
please.. please!

don't ever judge me from what i look..
don't ever judge me from what i've done..

cuz really,
i am not look like who i am.

i'm feeling insecure,
i'm feeling confused and lonely..

my ignorance is my only way to show my neediness..
my hatred is nothing but my expression of love..

when i say don't come into my room
it means that i open up my heart and expect a lil bit of understanding
whether u can stand on my opinion
or just leave me behind with your hundreds of thoughts and prejudice..

i am picky..
i select who is my friend and who are not,,

and sadly,
none of them were..
they failed to take my test
and none of them are worthy

(or my so do i..?)

i am pathetic, that's for sure,
but at least i understand what friendship is

i just followed their way,
and if i can't cross the barrier between
i'd like to burn this road down
and create another passage to leave from you

i dun care what you might say
i am only adolescent kid who seek the meaning of love through this

so pls..
dun hate me for who i am,,

but,

i'd rather be hated for who i am
than loved for who i am not..


xoxo,
xxrejectedxx